May 5th... eeeek

May 5th will mark a big big new step for me... eeekkk I am not ready to talk about in depth yet.. but when I'm ready ya'll will hear about it.  I think I'm partly being 'secretive' because I'm not sure if I can do it.. and I don't want to fail.. and I certainly don't want to fail in my blog world.  *sigh* 

So think of my May 5th.  Pray for me May 5th.  Encourage me on May 5th.

That's it.. that's all...... stay tuned